12/31/08

1 year, 364 days

Since Dixie became My Girl. It doesn't seem possible that she was ever NOT mine.

When we first brought her home I talked to a friend of mine who has worked with children placed into foster care or adopted post-babyhood or even uprooted and replanted by a parent re-marrying and blending a family. She told me that it really takes two years before the kids really believe that this is their home forever and forget that it ever really was any other way. It seemed like such a long time when she said that, but she was completely right. Dixie's defenses are finally down and she really sees me as her mother.

She'll never forget her birthmother completely or her home at grandma's, nor do I want her to. Sometimes it seems as though it would all be simpler if she would just never look back. Instead, I try to help her remember the good things, enjoy having a grandmother-grandchild relationship with Gma instead of a parent-child one and remind her constantly of how loved that little girl is.

We call it Sister Day--the day that everyone got a sister. Melody and Charlie would be so lost without that sister. So would I.

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We're at the in-laws' house and everyone went off to look at Christmas lights. It feels funny being in a very quiet house that, minutes ago, was a very noisy house.

While here, I get to meetup with Mamalicious and some other imaginary friends of mine. I can't hardly wait.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

That's so sweet Gretchen. There just aren't words....

Lindsay said...

Happy sister day to you dixie and your family :)

Mamalicious said...

Happy Sister Day!

I woke up early and very excited to meet up with you later!

Holly

Tara said...

Happy Sister Day! What a sweet post.

Cindy said...

I am teary eyed. Happy Sister day!

Ksagstetter said...

Happy Sister Day! What a wonderful tradition.

Betsy said...

That is a wonderful tradition. You are a fantastic mother! Happy Sister Day!!

Erin said...

Gretchen you and your family are just awesome
Happy (belated?) sister day to all!

nikkicottingham said...

I remember the announcement at church about you guys getting Dixie. What a wonderful gift from God....she is a precious, sweet little girl.

COME HOME!!!! We need to Cricut!!!!

Miss you!!

C.G said...

Happy Sister Day!

Very very cool tradition.

Anonymous said...

Only you could come up with the idea of Sister Day. It was neat. Thanks for letting me attend the celebration.

Anonymous said...

I am the anonymous comment. That was what I could get to work. Aunt Sue